wow..

my last writing was feb 27 '09? it was so this year!:-P

so what's up with me? there was a lot of going on, i mean 2 part time job then change to accept job as full timer designer and changed direction to be Account Executive (in the same company) cos my boss said i got more skill in this, who knew actually? i do enjoying myself working out with people interact with me, communicating with them, share from work, info, life, professional, personal, anything...

i wrote, just in my journal. i think i have to be more careful to write in such a public blog since once u publish it there wont be any turning back.

i mean i wont said its important, i just like get out those thinking into writing and reread again and laugh thought how silly i was. its really fun to write, now i remember.

About job, i think i need something more challenging job, the one that include traveling and meet new peoples from the whole world, but i have no idea what my dream job is.

i do love to draw, again i m not quite productive recently, being dominated with bored and dark feelings. hmm i was thinking about me have this kind of bipolar disorder, i saw on the google

the descriptions of "bipolar disorder is apsychiatric diagnosis that describes a category of mood disorders defined by the presence of one or more episodes of abnormally elevated energy levels, cognition, and mood with or without one or more depressive episodes"

do u know what it means? no? hmm me neither :-P, to make it more simple i guess its more very extreme mood swing. which i had from time to time, i guess no, its not so danger, i mean so far all i hurt was just me.

ah yeah cant wait to eventually reach my gate away by the end of the year, it might only a few weeks but i know i will so enjoy it and will recharge me with more positive energy * crossed my finger *

i have actually have quite a lot of comment about movie i watched yesterday like social networks *basically story about mark zuckerberg ( the founder of facebook ) that being added with some hollywood twist.

interesting, i m sooo into nerd :-D they re just brilliant gosh....

but i will be back on that, will just enjoy my lazy sunday ;-)