Timeee oh time ...

Its passed by me so fast

i want it stop ticking, leave me in this beauty forever

of doubts

trapped on my realm of mind

without existences of living, just the sound of my breath , my blood flow, my heart beat

i love when the sunshine

it indicate when the days has start

hate when it start to leave me in the dark

i don't want to get old, to face the fact that its immortal

i haven't been in a place that i want yet

i want it to stop

torture me to the fact of reality

see the pain of living creature surround me

being fooled by words of hypocrite

pressure of being above their imaginary worlds

i already am in my imaginary world but not theirs

I HAVE......

No idea

hmm

Today i was just do following some tutorial on the net and downloading a font. Gosh its been a while since i in touch with my 'arty' side..

its like i got a blank paper to fill, but i ve no idea what

i will draw or make

Pretty depressing, or sometime i cant really visualize what i have in my mind, oh dear god

i m no longer in touch with inner self ... (what the hell am talking about? ahhh .. no idea)

* I made up the vintage radio text(the radio made based on tutorial9)

* 2nd version after i notice there some mistake on the writing of the 2nd text

ahh this is also what i made to cheer up my bf on his hectic time.

* seems depressing to look at than entertaining (since he s the victim here :-P)

well actually i dont know what i should make to fill the background, i was about to add some skethes and digital coloring but got no time (and idea on what to draw) so i just put his pics with some knife and cover with bloods hihihi (ok that seems like i suggest him to commit a suicide hihi, very wrong concept should have make the cross bolder tho :-P)

See this is what happen when i got no inspirations to write.

got new stuff to do tho and it must be more challenging and exiting since it has something to do with i want to do the most. I should stop to be a poser and go dive in to the ocean :-D

hm my baby is too busy to know that i m exist

he s got a huge stress around this and next week, exam, work etc.

wondering how is to be him, wont be here where i am for sure :-P

well nighty night cyberwold

and all the creature inside it