Piece of the inspiration phase

In order to create i usually need GOOD-high-beat-songs. .
mostly to keep me awake and away from the temptation of
                            . . s l e e p i n g . .
           - no idea, why i m so in love with this activity-

And somehow David Guetta songs and collaboration inject me a lot
with 'INSPIRATION' and feeling of using an other form of drugs
(in this case is legal and effect will be different to each person who
listen to his songs) that kept me to create/produce/do .. something.

Lust to "CREATE"

So after i get a job and so on..

I found myself..
rather 'relax'on creating or producing some creative masterpiece.
Even tho there are something i NEED (eventually) to be done, and 2nd week of dec is seem
very very far away...  ^_^

Was thought going to (eventually) finished it, and yet 2nd of weekend and i stil stuck with what i've working on pass 2 weeks (no single drawing added, nor color in what-so-ever).

sleep at the weekends are somehow more appealing than creating atm.
Sigh. H-E-L-P?! :-P

1st thing 1st i assume.

1. Changed my work place 'appearance' .
    (in a hope my mood will be attracted to it and gave me strength to produce)
2. CReaTE ( and eventually made those list (of masterpieces) done-done-done)

after that...
we will just see

oh my Mood of CReaTIOn please...
come.to.me

My Expectation

Human usually want to have something that they don't have.

When they have a straight hair, they want to have curly hair,
when they have tanned skin they want it to fairer or any kind of dissatisfactions about ourself.

Sometime when we see other people and see how they look or appearance,
we think they actually living a dream. Until they told us their problems and challenges in life.
Everybody have problems, the important is how we overcome it.

There must be a solution on anything, like my husband always said..
- as quote - " focus on problems and find the solution" - which is so true,
even tho the 1st thing i would react was cry (well i m very expressive person,
i just need to let it out until i could focus on it and solve it).

After few months wanting for something, and eventually after all this time consume with new adaptation, paperworks, marriage etc then i get it!
I get what i really wanted fo far .
Endlich! Alhamdullilah! :-)

Just like matt ( http://www.wherethehellismatt.com/about ) said - as quote
"you can get better at most things just by doing them over and over again.
 It really is that simple" 
gosh  i really like this quote!! :-D
It make me so exited and woke me up when i felt down.

SEMANGAT!! :-D

Anyway this is what i have in my screen saver,
will definitely lighten you up and teach you how to relax more. :-P

find it here.